Just for putting my mind together.
Of course there is more medical stuff going on but I wanted to get the birthday post in before I relay any of that, and really it is just more questions and no more answers; too annoying to write about. I can't really find a word for how I am feeling these days. I just know one thing; I do not want a do-over.
We had a quiet day, it was too cold to go outside, and he is too immune compromised to go anywhere inside, but we had a special day anyway. Lots of love, lots of attention, lots of singing, playing, reading favorite books, and watching favorite shows. The girls and I made him a special cake.
I think he liked it (could only taste the frosting):